outragedbassist

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY VALI!!!!! First of all.

Everythings been going good lately. Saw Leftover Crack, on Easter Sunday...and quit my fucking job on 4/20!!! Life has been stress free since then. I wake up for school every morning and forget that theres school I just don't care about it anymore I already fucking passed it anyway. It's amazing. I look forward to the next day, and I've been sleeping great lately. It's an awesome break that my body and mind really needed. I'm starting over new...or atleast thats what it feels like. New piercing, New tattoos, quitting the job, getting better and better at drums, listening to better music, I'm redefining me. I'm spending time with friends and family and getting all my shit together before I move to Orlando, and I'll pick up a job over there. For now I'm just gonna enjoy the summer as it creeps closer.

Everything sucks...for now I just don't care about much. Almost nothing matters right now. Fuck it. All of it.

Just got home from band practice and boy was it amazing. 2 or 3 more songs and we'll be playing shows for sure. My schedule at work has been sucking alot lately so I haven't been able to do much, but thats going to change soon. Some pretty sick shows coming up in the next month, I'm pretty happy about that. Had a 5 day weekend from school so it's a pretty odd feeling to be back, like I feel really lost. Oh well. Pretty much set to move to Orlando, just have to finish applying for my financial aid and I'm good. Gonna go look for a place in the very very near future. It's gonna be amazing. I'll miss alot of people, but it's still gonna be a great thing to experience.

I don't know what the hell it is, but something feels odd lately and it's bothering me alot. I've been trying to put my finger on it all day long and nothing...no results. It feels like I forgot something important but, I have no idea what it could be. I feel like saying to hell with it, it's not important...but I have this gut feeling that it is actually very important. It's torturing my brain, and I can't forget about it...I'm not letting myself.
(Side note: I'm pretty fucking sick, I don't feel like doing much of anything. It's like I have no will.) I just hope I'm good enough for the GCF show, I'm really looking forward to it, and chillin out with the nigguhs which I haven't done in about a week because of my job. Too Br00tal needs to practice. I've worked everyday, haven't slept much at all, been thinking way too much, it's like I'm not sleeping well so I'm saving all my dreaming for when I'm awake, it feels like my thoughts are bigger than me at this point...it's a bit disturbing. I work until like 2AM tomorrow, and a friend wanted to chill and get fucked up after I get out, but I don't know if I can bring myself to it at 2AM after work with a deteriorating body. I have no clue...I guess it's just one of those days, fuck it...everything will be good again soon.

Haven't updated in a while, been pretty busy with work and stuff. This past weekend was amazing!!! Chilled with all the people that make life worth living, I need to drive 45 minutes to pick Moe up more often because it was amazing. Chilled in the sauna at 1:30AM had a few brews, it was so chillin. Had Too Br00tal practice and it owned! We're getting better, just need more practice to get more songs. Reggie and I are making a D.I.Y. recording studio we have pretty much most of the things we need it's just a matter of putting shit together. Also Shithole distro is getting it together again, a bunch of awesome stuff is happening and within 3 or 4 months it's only going to get better. Shit is pretty sweet right now.

Just got home from work, and ate some fucking pancakes! How good is that!? I had someone pretty close to me pass away recently, so I really haven't been too hyper as of this past week. I'm feeling better everyday though...it just got me thinking about everything I have to do before I croak. Life's too short to hold back things even if they don't seem important, I need to spend time with my loved ones, and make sure my woman, and family(friends included) know how much I care. Say what you have to say to people, do what you gotta do, because you never know. You all mean everything to me.

I'm feeling alot better now, I have been since around friday night or saturday morning. I didn't eat for like 2 days...so yesterday I ate like 4 homemade burritos, and yes they were in fact Br00tal! Went to South Beach on Saturday around 2 and saw Jack Nicholson, and then at around 4 went to see Hostel with Vali, which I actually liked despite what other people said about it. It was your average American horror movie, it was quite entertaining. No school today which is pretty cool, because I've had a 5 day weekend. Today Too Br00tal practice hopefully.

Woke up this morning shitting and puking...turns out the reason why I felt so bad yesterday was that I now have a stomach virus. Sucks ass...hopefully it goes away soon.

Started school again last week. TIFY Fest was amazing beyond words, I saved up so long for it, so I ended up spending alot of money there...all my hard slave work at Arbys finally paid off! I didn't want to leave Daytona. I'm pretty excited about moving to Central Florida(Orlando specifically)in a few months. The only bad part is that I'll be leaving some important people behind, but hey I'll visit all the time. Had band practice today, Too Br00tal is actually getting somewhere finally...we have equipment and we're putting our heads into making music, I love where it's going. I think I'm getting sick though, I signed out of school early today because of how bad I felt and ended up sleeping until like 3. I saw Vali and that helped my day out. Practice was amazing though, afterwards we munched out on Br00tal Burritos and Coldstone! Well yeah, got work tomorrow so...until next time.

In a few hours I will embark on a journey like no other...

Wednesday December 28th.. MUNICIPAL WASTE I OBJECT BLACK S.S. DOWN TO NOTHING
THE GEEKS BAIL OUT JAWS OF LIFE A.N.S. BRACEWAR OUTBREAK LET X DOWN OUTATIME
EARTHQUAKE YEARS FROM NOW KYLESA

Thursday December 29th.. RUINER FINAL FIGHT COLDSTARE THE FRANTIC ASSHOLEPARADE THE HOLY MOUNTAIN EXPIRED YOUTH MAGRUDERGRIND ATTITUDE
CROSSEXAMINATION XRADICAL ATTACKX NAMES FOR GRAVES SAY GOODBYE RAMPAGE
SHITSTORM MY REVENGE

Friday December 30th.. FORCED FOWARD LION OF JUDAH NICK X FURY GUNS UP
SHIPWRECK BARONESS VAN DAMAGE N.M.D.S. THE BREAKS WAKE UP CALL MAKE OR BREAK
YOUTH ATTACK DRAWBLOOD BADEATINGHABITS R.A.M.B.O.

All I have to say is...Br00tally 0wned!

I can't wait.

Friday I didn't go to school, so I don't go back until January 2nd..yay. I worked and missed a pretty good show so I don't even want to get into that. Now Saturday around 1-ish I had band practice...It seems that every practice I set up, we go through our reaaalllly long set(two 30 second songs), we eat shit, and I put my drums away and go home. It kind of blows. We really need to get our shit together, because I'm starting to lose interest, and I know Reggie is too. I feel a little responsible for it in a way, because I just picked up the drums like 2 months ago and I'm really not great yet, so they're limited because of me, I'm much better at bass, but a drummer is such a bitch to find. On a brighter note, Vali came to my house Saturday night and we spent an awesome evening together, unforgettable amazingness.

SHIT YEAH!@R#@$%#
First day off since Tuesday of last week, and fuckin' shit I'm going to enjoy it! I got home and started playing drums...then I want to wash my car (haven't in like 2 months), and my room really needs a cleaning. Then I want to fucking chill out. Hopefully we get some band practice in this week sometime, because we really need to get our shit together, I want to play atleast a house show or two. I'm ready to throwdown like a br00tal bastard! If there's one thing I miss about The Outraged, it's playing shows and band practice every week. Work schedules suck haha.

I haven't had a damn day off since Tuesday of last week, so my spirits are pretty much dead for now. I miss my friends, and my woman, but most of all I miss my life haha. I've been working way too much lately, I know it means I'll be getting mad cash, but there's so much more to life than money. They're talking about turning me into a manager, I'll be getting $7.40 or so an hour as opposed to $6.25...so I guess it would be okay, I'll be working less and getting paid more. I got to pay a parking ticket I got a few weeks ago, and my downpayment for my insurance, so next check (which is going to be X-tra large) is going to DAYTONA! I get my double pedal for my drums tomorrow, so I'm pretty excited...I'm getting them for $40. I'm doing pretty damn good on all my midterms so far. Thats all for now.

Decided to give this whole "LJ" thing another try. I think I'm suffering from some sort of mild insomnia, so this might be a way to help me out. No matter how tired I am, I can't seem to sleep. Work has been kicking my ass lately, I've missed alot of good shows because of this damn job, I miss my fucking friends and shit! I haven't had time to do much lately...but it's the price I have to pay if I want to drive...damn insurance. I'm positive the 3 days of This Is For You Fest in Daytona will more than compensate for it though. Best thing ever...I swiped some guys credit card at work and when his receipt came out his name is John Butt! It's late I have a few CD's to Burn...So I'll update tomorrow.